Well there you go again, another night out more tears more guilt.
It’s soooooo hard you know, we go out to help celebrate but all we do is remind ourselves and others, it’s just not ok, none of it is ok, we can not take all our children, we can not take grandchildren, we take nothing but a reminder of what no one wants. It is sooooooo hard…….
But we do have lovely friends, they know, they understand, we went and that is enough. it is just too hard.
To want and to never hold, it is the end of everything, it is nothing, it is the abyss.
To those who think it’s a journey, a place you get to, it’s not, it’s just a matter of keeping going.
We have some lovely friends, and to them, thank you, you make it ok